Yes, the title says it all. I am stuck at 48kg. Even though sometimes it go up to 49kg after snacking on 3 packets of M&M chocolates ( yes, so much for preaching on clean eating…zz I am only human afterall), and other sinful food. But after a few days of clean eating, I will be back to 48kg. My ultimate goal is to be 45kg before my ROM this December (omg, I am running out of time!!).
When I was fat, I wanted to hit 60kg. Then the goal changed to 55kg, then 50kg, then 48kg and now the final goal is 45kg ( ehh, actually is 42kg, but I know I will look super skinny and probably ugly? ).
Plus I just came back from Hong Kong with Mr Wan, where we over-ate everyday and it was a must to buy back supper to our hotel room every night. And now, in 2 weeks’ time, I am flying off to Taiwan with my Bunny. Super look forward to the good food there! There goes my diet………
Will I ever realize my 45kg dream? I mustttttt do it before December, by hook or by crook!
Because I wanted to look good in a cheongsam, I was on clean eating diet ( Actually, I am adopting this lifestyle for life) and vegan diet 3 days before the reunion dinner. Here’s what I wore the first 2 days…
Really love these dresses from LoveBonito! All the relatives were shocked by my drastic changes and complimented how pretty I look now. But all of them says I am too skinny and needs to eat more… like gain another 5kgs ( which is 53kg?!! ). I still wanna hit my 45kg before I fly to Hong Kong with Mr Wan this early April. I guess they are not used to seeing me so slim.. I have also be chubby since young. Anyway, I have been feasting alot on the bak kwa ( Ya rite, so much for advocating clean eating) and I really mean non stop munching! Feels so guilty now and gosh, I gained 1kg! But I believe most of it are water retention. There’s nothing hot yoga can’t do righttttt? Lol! I am so determined to lose that 1kg festive weight and hit my 45kg target! In fact, I am starting my vegan diet from today onwards, and to detox for 3-5days. Let’s see if I will give up after 3 days. And here’s a picture of our reunion dinner and my favourite CNY dish lovingly cooked by my ah Ma….
We also took some Polaroid shots on CNY day 1.
Before I go, I must declare to the world that I must, must, must slim down to 45kg. Watch this space for my weightless journey in the next entry ( OK, I tryyy). Kthxbye!
Recently, I have been obsessed with clean eating. If you do not know the true meaning of clean eating, I would advise you to Google it. In short, it means to eat food in its truest form, food that are grown from it’s roots, food that you can catch. And basically, not processed food , including milk ( unless you milked it and not adding any preservative), yogurt. I am not saying milk is not good, but oh well, I am not touching dairy products ( gosh, had to entirely cut out my favourite Meiji yogurt. Not the most ideal food cos’ it contain high sugar content! ).
Anyway, I have been following closely on some Caucasian’s Instagram and I must say they are so inspiring! If you are skinny, but still look flabby, I don’t even think it’s attractive. Fit is the new skinny ( a little muscle and abs really look hot!). That’s why I have been increasing my hot yoga class and opt for more intensive classes like Hot Flow which involves alot of arm strength and core training.
Anyway, I was spring cleaning my house last weekend and decided to clearance old clothes and look what I found?!!
9 months ago, at my heaviest which was 73kg, I couldn’t even squeeze into this skirt. Alot of people told me not to throw those fat clothes, in case I need it someday. I will NEVER allow myself to be fat again. To those who have slimmed down and still keep their old fat clothes, I would say, ” Throw it away! ” if you keep it, you are simply giving yourself a chance to be fat again :) I used to buy clothes slightly bigger because I wanted to give myself some allowance, just in case. That is such a wrong mentality. Now I have adopted a different mindset, which is if you can’t fit into that little dress, work it till you can fit in nicely.
Losing weight has been such a breeze for me. Yesterday, I weighed myself and I am at a steady 48kg range. I am hoping to lose till 45kg by April 2013 ( will be flying off to HK with Mr Wan to celebrate his birthday! So excited!)
Mr Wan feels I am too skinny. He likes me best when I am slightly “baba” when I was around 55kg. He has been trying his bedt to tempt me when my used-to-be-favourite food, but I seriously have no urge for it. I dont starve myself, I just choose to make healthier food choices. I like myself now ( better if I hit 42kg!) with flat stomach (proud to say l’ve got a abit of abs! Squats and hot yoga really works! Abs cannot be achieved simply by dieting), and collarbones that stuck out so beautifully ( can collect rain drops, they say!). Now I have no qualms even if I need to wear bikini or shorts, because I don’t have bulging stomach, thick waist or cellulite. This Chinese New Year, I am gonna wear the tightest cheongsam and shock my relatives, Haha! In my opinion, only dresses like cheongsam, kebaya, and bandage dresses brings out the womanly curves, but not every girl can carry it off well ( especially those with flat butt, super ugly). Alrighty, I am gonna do more squat and hope to hit my 45kg soon!
Last Friday, me and my team mates set off to Mosawntigo Resort at Batam. Oh my, that place already wow-ed me when I saw the pictures online. And my expectation was set even higher when Mr Wan told me it is a good resort ( FYI, Mr Wan is very savvy on this kinda stuffs).
Kickass bath tub, big enough to fit 4 petite girls. In case you are wondering, no, me and Mr Wan didn’t have a chance to 鸳鸯戏水 ( we are the only couple around and my team mates are so nice to give us this big bedroom). We also took some pictures around the house.
We then proceed to Nagoya Hill for a quick lunch and stocked up on lots of liquor. One things about my team – we work damn hard, and we play even harder!
Sidetrack abit…. our team won the first place during the recent paintball game. Initially, I thought we will lose. Because if you know our team well, during the day time, our guys look like your typical Mr Nice/Polite/Gentle. In terms of built, they are also not as chunky as the others ( the other team guys are fatter and heard some used to be commandos and regulars). Oh boy, I was so wrong! My team mates were so gungho and one even did leopard crawl in order to snatch the flag during the game. My team is so spontaneous, and I like it!
Anyway, we bought alot of drinks, and I told my Boss, ” Jialat, I am getting scared!” Haha, I knew the party was going to be a blast.
Our appointed DJ Hayden, played alot of nice songs to set the party mood. We played lots of silly games in the pool, such as 老鹰捉小鸡， 瞎眼猫， water polo, competing who can run faster in the water to the other side of the pool. We also play piggy back and we even got water guns! The girls in my team are the fierce one. We combined force and target the boys and kept jumping on their back and pushed their head down, trying to drown them. It was so hilarious! We all agreed that was our best incentive trip so far. Even Kelvin, who hangs out with my team sometimes, also mentioned he never seen us so crazy before.
You think I will really eat this slice of pizza meh? I was just posing only la, I don’t want to be fat!
Did I mentioned we also play soccer in the living room, and I kicked so hard and the next thing I know… I fell on my butt. OUCH!!!!
After dinner, we started on our drinking game. One of my colleague puked all over in the toilet ( must protect hee identity, so can’t mention names. Clue: totally unexpected, 黑马!).
I was the 3rd one to raise my white flag. Ever Since I slimmed down, I cannot really drink much and I don’t really wanna put on those calories, especially beer… not even a drop. Beer is liquid carbs and I only take red wine. And sometimes hard liquor ( neat or with little green tea). Yes, I am so disciplined, even when I am not that sober, hehe).
The next morning, we called the buggy to bring us for our breakfast.
Yes, that portion of beehoon is mine. Everyone kept saying it was good. I ate like 1/3 of it and I seriously missed it but I stop myself from eating anymore. My favourite kind of breakfast was a hot plate of version, fried chicken wings, luncheon meat and a sunny side up. I haven’t touch those for about 8 months. I am still in love with my yogurt and kiwi breakfast. Lol!
The omelette is very good too. Haven’t really take egg yolk for months too ( only egg white).
I will never touch this for the rest of my life. These used to be my favourite!
Anyway, the service at Montigo was superb! Well, it had to be cos’ one night at Montigo cost $600+ and it is definitely not cheap by Batam standard. Anyway, our checkout time was 12pm. We only confirmed our ferry back home later and the only timing was 6pm. What are we gonna do for the next 6 hours? All of us were nursing a hangover, and sore arms/back/butt (we battled too much in the pool, haha). We thought of a few options. First, we can go Nagoya hill and do massage for few hours. But some didn’t like massage. Secondly, we can book a cheap hotel somewhere just to pit of bags, and then go play some water sports. However, we looked at the price list of the water sports, and all thought it was overpriced. Plus some really have no energy to play. Luckily, the Manager was so nice and offered us a hospitality resort ( no private pool, but we are contented enough) free of charge. We ordered room service and played poker cards. And Wii games!
And then, we went to the spa pool to relax and drink again ( had Choya!). We also played the silly games again, and I kenah a punch in the water from Adam. Zzzzzzzzzzz he now owe me 3 favours.
Losers had to do forfeit if we were caught during the game. And the forfeit was to dance and I had videoed it down. However, I cannot share here ( only in my Facebook!), else I will very slaughtered by the guys. I did not release the other videos… but I can use it to threaten them in future.. hiak hiak hiak!
We all love it so much, we are going back next month to celebrate Yvonne and Hayden’s birthday. Seriously, don’t you just wish you had such a fun team like mine? All so 相亲相爱 and absolutely no politics and free loaders like my previous team. I believe many would want to join us. We need people, but not that desperate to get just anyone. The last thing we want is some 小人to break the tranquility and strong bonding of the team. Can’t wait for next month! Oh no, which also means.. I need to get 9 presents for by team mates. Gonna be broke, but happy to be: ) Christmas is my favourite festive season!
My historical moment before I turn 30! I never see myself less than 50kg since primary 6. I am so proud of myself really! From 73kg to now 49kg+. How many people can really do that without the help of diet pills, and still look so gorgeous? Haha confidence is at a all -time high!
PS: I bumped into a couple of ex colleagues and some don’t even recognise me! And all of them gained so much weight.
Did I tell you I am gonna be Bunny’s maid-of-honour for her wedding ( 2 more weeks to go! Haven’t prepare my speech… jialat! ).
And how can there not be a Hen party for my BFF? I booked a room at Swissotel for us and organised the event. It was money well spent after seeing Bunny so happy. Glad it was successful and everyone seems to enjoy themselves.
Well, I will show you some snippets of the Hen party and will jot down a more detailed one when I have more time ( doing this post in the train).
I did this board.. nice?
Last Sunday, I was invited to Jenny’s boy 1st birthday party. I guess when you are my age, you will always be invited to such social events – wedding dinner, house warming, baby shower, children birthday parties, etc.
There were so many cute babies that day and I hear tick tock tick tock.. Yes, my bio-clock is tick-tocking very loudly that day. Suddenly, I have an urge to have my own child and love him/her wholeheartedly.
However, after awhile, the place was filled with babies’ noise and cries…. suddenly, I had migraine and needed to leave the party ASAP. Well, guess I am not so ready for motherhood yet?
I rather squeeze and party with all the beautiful (and rich) people in Mink or go crazy shopping at the Club21 sale!
Look what I’ve bought! 1 AX jeans, 1DKNY jeans, 1 AX belt, 1 DKNY tube top, and 1 CK blazer. And all for only $180!! So frigging cheap!
Maybe motherhood can wait for another 1,2 years? Haha
I have been very vain lately. I admit! I just did eyebrows and eyeliner embroidery. I love the outcome and makeup only took me at most 10mins.
I love my new dress from MDS collections. I am glad I can fit into blogshop clothes. This dress is actually quite loose ( size S). Today I am at my lightest weight so far – 50.4kg. I am really amazed with myself. I ate so frigging alot for lunch. I ordered 3 meat, 2 veggies dishes, no rice of course.
Let’s see if I can hit 49+ kg by next month.