Feeling Loved.
Last week, I missed a step and sprained my ankle very badly. All I remember was, I kept crying and I could not stand at all. I was given 4 days’ of MC and I worked from home ( gosh, how I lOVED it!).
But I am glad this incident happened. Because I know how much Mr Wan really loves me. Well, I already know he cares alot for me, but the thing about him, he don’t say those affectionate words often (unless I forced him to). He knows I love to hear, but he just refuse to say. He explained that if he says too often, it loses the real meaning.
I guess all of us have our way of expressing love. For me, I am more expressive. I will say I love him everyday ( because I really do!) and hugs him every night before sleep. But for Mr Wan, he doesn’t. I bet, he just enjoyed being kissed and hugged
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He shows his love not by words, but by actions. If he knows I like to eat a certain food, he will buy and prepare for me. Sometimes, too much until I got sick of eating the food, haha! If I tell him I want to watch a certain movie or the random things that I fancy and mentioned it months ago ( even I forgot about it!), he remembers and buy for me.
This is why I love this boy so much.
When I sprained my ankle and he insisted I stayed at his house and take care of me.. I felt bad for spoiling his weekend.
He said,” It’s my duty to take care of you, silly!”
That’s the sweetest thing I heard.
From this incident, I was also deeply touched by my granny. She rubbed my leg and I felt so loved. That night, I teared to sleep. Because I realised she is old now and I was scared. Very, very scared. I always believed my granny’s love is the greatest. Followed by, Mr Wan’s.
I am truly blessed. Right now, I just want to treasure the moment with my family, Mr Wan, and my beloved friends. I am really grateful and contented for the things I have now and I hope we will all remain happy and healthy. I have never felt so much at ease and I am glad we have all endured the difficult times.
I’m a surivor, and no one can take that away from me.
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